i went to therapy because i wanted to fix my relationship
I told him that we're not in a good place and lately I'm finding it hard to truly be happy. That we're too different and our differences in beliefs and opinions are taking their toll on me. That I hate when he says he's wrong or changes his mind about something just so we don't have to argue over it. Not long ago I would've felt kilig to know that a guy changed his mind because of me, but not anymore. Now I know that I can't change anyone. For change to be real, it has to be something they want for themselves, not something they're doing for someone else.
here i swear | forever is just a minute to me
she is fire and she wants to be loved like fire
She is fire and she wants to be loved like fire
With sparks, with heat, with passion
With flames that burn tall and fiery and red
Fervent fevers that consume
Embers that glow and smoulder
Even her name means ardent
But he is the sea
Spectral dark blue water
Deep and quiet, never screams like fire
He is the Cheshire moon at midnight
Smiling silently over the waves
That softly whisper songs to the shore
I love you, he tells her
But sometimes it all feels too cold
i gave so many signs (so many signs, so many signs)
She was so happy when she first saw those pictures.
Now she takes stolen pictures of him all the time.
2023 Task List
1. Learn new piano pieces.
2. Go on a solo hike.
3. Go to a bar and drink.
4. Renew accounts on time.
5. Market at least 1 new account.
6. Ask for 1 week break.
7. Go to therapy again and sort out personal issues.
8. Track budget and expenses.
9. Get and use credit cards efficiently.
10. Write more creative works.