last year's wishes are this year's apologies

the best way to make it through with hearts and wrists intact

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"Is that what we call him now, 'boss'?"

"What the - no, I -"

There's five thousand words spilling out of her head and every letter snags at her throat. She wants to tell him that no she doesn't call him that, no she wouldn't have told him that he called when they're using voice coms on loudspeaker like that, actually he doesn't have to call to ask how she is because he knows because they -

- but then she realizes that she'd only be telling him that she's not doing what she says she will and what he says she should do, so she bites her lip and shuts up.

What was that quote that he sent her, like, last week?

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is to realize that two out of three aint bad

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"Friendship is just giving each other the same advice and no one taking it."

and trust me i'll give it a chance

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Alam ko naman binagalan mo.


Now take my hand, stop, put Van the Man on the jukebox
And then we start to dance

i guess you know i've been away

where i'm heading, who knows


Because it's four in the morning and she's up thinking about principles and morality and being human and being weak and that damned line she can barely keep toeing when she knows she's better than that and she has to be better than wanting to be that.

but my heart will stay the same

i don't really need those seventeen seconds anymore

Who knows? Maybe it sounds good from where he’s standing.


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She picks up her phone. Puts it down. Picks it back up. Puts it back down.
She takes a deep breath before picking it back up and starting to type.

You shouldn’t be texting a married man.

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He sees the message. Her name.

There’s water and beer on the table.
He reaches for the beer.

You should be better than this.

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He taps her name and chooses ‘call’. Connects for a second but it’s cut.
He doesn’t even think twice about tapping ‘call’ again.

“Hey.”
“Hey.”

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There’s something comforting about hearing her voice on his car audio instead of Coldplay.

“How was your day?”
“Boring. And yours?”

He laughs and he rants and he waxes sentimental.

She doesn’t remember the way home.

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"Stupid ideas always sound good from where the person is standing."

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La la, la la la la la la la la la la  




think about the place where you first met me

i'm not afraid of falling

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Hey, thanks for bailing me out of my woes

It's nothing. I have a hunch you will be bailing me out of something someday haha

Hopefully not from jail haha

I was thinking an abusive relationship via TRO or annulment but if I assault somebody pwede din haha

Bat may abusive relationship thing hahaha I believe you can make infinitely better decisions than me

[God please please let him be right]

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i'm afraid i'll jump

she said shut up and dance with me

Because I'm piling up on these precious reddit threads. :))

-o-

On Luminosity winning the MLG Columbus major



On the guy whose team has 'toxic' as Vox/Renegades' 'diggity' on Cache

On the LG/SK drama


On a mid-flight pic Puppey posted of him and Dendi


Aaaaand because I will forever love Dota even though we CSGO now (and because I legit spewed my water out after I read this)


Happy Manila Major / Eleague /ECS Finals! :)

no kappa