and Lawi and Kuya Rex and Mike

I'm sorry. I know you're disappointed in me because I keep saying things that I start doing but don't stick to. Because you've all told me I'm settling and I can do so much better and I don't deserve to be miserable like this. Because I keep dragging this out, I keep beating this dead horse, I keep going back. 

One of these days I will be stronger. I will be wiser. I will be the girl you know me to be. 

One of these days I will choose myself. 

Just not today, I guess.