if you don't love me, pretend

she likes to write in riddles

"- seems more intellectual that way -"

to type in riddles - maybe
the more apt
description,
because she rarely writes
in paper and in pen now

"Do you have any idea how many times I press CTRL-Z?"

like the riddle of those
Greek worlds
that she mulls in the bright
moonlight; a furrow on
her brow, a flick of her tongue
while he sits beside
her and pounds
on what she disdainfully calls

[wrinkled nose] "Hmf, cheap lager."

but he'll have his revenge; all he has
to do is motion at
a waiter
and order something; tonight, it's
a Dirty Black Russian

"I know, I know, vodka, cola... vodka, cola... I hate you."

and I hate you sounds so sweet'
when said from
her lips because she never
says I love
you, never says it at all

"Love isn't a riddle."

he smiles
and tells her that the words
she is looking for are
'coffee liqueur'



Oh. My. Gawd.

"Easy, love. Wrong place, wrong time, wrong equipment."

Like if this was a forum that is /thread.

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Gosugamers headline: God leaves AL

Me: He left Vigoss alone as the only Russian? No no no no no! (Bangs fists in the table because she smells a disband or a quit again.)

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October 17 marks my first year of working for BDO. I've come a long way from the girl who couldn't stop bawling after she got out of BPI, eh? :)

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Social experiment is... well fail during the first week and then kind of okay during the next week. We'll do it again to get a pulse of consistency.

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These Greek things... yeah they're awesome. But now I'm completely torn about what to do.

guilty pleasures

1. The Vampire Diaries Season 4

5 days to go before my favorite pakapalan ng mukha continues. You go, Niklaus!



2. Spartacus Season 2

Maybe during Halloween week because work is killing me right now, but I will make sure that I reserve one day doing nothing but lying in bed watching Spartacus Vengeance all in one go.


For the record, taking your pregnant wife right after she kills your concubine - and in front of the concubine's corpse too, if I may add - barely qualifies as hot for me, but there is something hypnotically haunting about this episode that makes me look forward to it.

Ta ta.

i gave you my love to borrow

“Yung days receivables, ano yung industry benchmark? Kase parang...”

She looks hard at the paper, even narrowing her eyes to make out the figures finely printed on the crisp white surface, and she really doesn't understand why everything is a blur when she spent the last freaking week drawing those figures up. Her head is throbbing – pounding – and God she swears that she is never ever going to drink alcohol on a weekday again.

“I think masyado napaikli yung cash cycle kaya ang lumalabas tuloy...”

She tries to listen – hard, so hard – but her mind refuses to let anything in save for vague recollections of the events the past night. There's lights and music and laughter and drinks and many questions and as many answers. What's in a Blowjob? Depends on what number. Uh, 1? Irish cream and Amaretto. What's Amaretto again, there's Amaretto at Chocolatier 3 right 'cause she bought it somewhere in Ireland but wait is Ireland even in Chocolatier 3?

“Kung ganito lang ang working capital requirement, wag na natin siyang pautangin...”

Everything was hot, too hot and she felt his lips curl into a smile as she bit on his lower lip and it's not like she's never kissed anyone before but that bastard -

“Ano ba ang nasa In-house financials baka dapat yun nalang ang gamitin natin para...”

And she remembers the way her eyes widened when his hands wandered to... well they wandered to too many places and she remembers the way she tried to say something and she can't even recall what she wanted to say but it doesn't matter because everything came out as some needy breathless sound and God please God just don't let me moan like a whore.

“Namumula ka. Ok lang ba?”

Her boss looks at her like he's about to call an ambulance and Lord if her boss only had an idea.

“Opo.”

She swears that next time she's going to stick to a screwdriver.

Hold the vodka.


And something Van Gogh

"For my part I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of the stars make me dream."

Social experiment today. :) Wish me luck!

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In other news, look at what was up at dc.com today.
























ZOMG VS what are you doing there? IN THE FREAKIN EMO CATEGORY? Pugna and POTM I understand, but VS is like a trilane staple! Whyyyyyyyyyy?

And as if that wasn't enough, we have this.















Luna, really? In the same rank as Morphling and Windrunner and Lone Druid as STABLE PICKS???

See, these are the things that happen in Dota 2 but never in Dota.