pour a little salt we were never here


sometimes i have to remember that time not too long ago when you were already in my life but i didn't need you the way i feel i do now.



the thing about self destruction is that it happens all the time

 


how do i not miss you when you are gone

So she sits there quietly and stares straight right ahead but inside all she can think of is how surreal it all feels. 

It is one thing to know a lie and another to live it. One thing to laugh and another to know that your happiness is borrowed and there's always a cost and it is always steep.

She wonders when - and how - it will all end.