Digesting a Heartbreak
4 years ago
let go let it all go
take it a day at a time
Don't be afraid to ask for help, whether it be in form of medication, therapy or plain old talking to friends. There really are times when you feel like it will never get better, but it will.
it's a song
you gotta move or move on
It feels, in some way, like a fever dream – she’s there and he’s in her mouth and she can feel all of him, but she’s not there and she doesn’t know what’s happening and none of it matters anyway.
He runs his hands through her hair, drawing it back,
mumbling something that barely registers at first but then makes her pause.
“Ba’t ka umiiyak?”
She blinks. Once, then twice, then breath stopping horror as
she feels the tear slip down her cheek.
Oh my god –
Didshejustcrydidshereallycryshedidreallycrydidn'tshe
He eases out and gives her a moment. Pulls her up, draws her
close. Gently wipes the tear on her face with his thumb.
“Sorry I – it’s just –” she doesn’t even look at him as she stammers.
“Okay lang.”
